Wednesday, June 22, 2011

slumping

golf slump, busy life slump basically.

i am getting to unbelieveably frustrated with my recent golf slump. it has been going on for about a month now and i am freaking the hell out! i cant hit my irons! what happened!!?? those were my best clubs for years and now all of the sudden they are just all being pulled left or just miss it. i agreed with grandpa that i am crouching maybe too much. because in years past i thought i was too upright, but when i looked in a mirror i realized how slumped over i was. that helped in woodstock, but not today....i feel like i have bad habits now. but where did they come from? i had a great fall in cuse playing the best rounds of my life! i was doing fantastic, except for that last round but that was  just a poor first hole or two. now it takes me 6 holes to figure my game out! and i still pull left! why? i think i need to be more upright and think back to my old lessons where irons should be striaght up and down, and be able to fit through a door way because there is no horizantal movement. idk about my right thumb, ill experiment with that later; but i do believe i am doing too much with my right hand because i focus so much on it on my drives. i have been working on my drives all spring so maybe that adjustment is carrying over...fuck my life! i seriously wanted to cry today and i was embaressed in front of her. fuck. i need to FOCUS at the range and just goof off with my irons only! thats it! fix those first.

i have been crazy busy this past week, and i havent had time to make a new schedule or play AC. i love AC games and i need to get it back from the library. i hate making schedules, but i love the power and authority i feel from being like the top SL. i worked alot this week so im happy. weathers been good finally but i did enjoy my day off. arabic is well and the lessons go pretty fast, and i enjoy that its not real awkward with my teacher and that we move along nicely one-on-one. alsi i love the drive into the campus, such a beautiful area. i also feel i should be more social and visited more people here. maybe we should finally make good of our cole situation; we have been kinda lame this summer...need more city and dunes time. aka B needs more days off.

battery is almost dead....o well. bass for now

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