maybe not the best word for wwhat im trying to describe but just the first i thought of. why does everyone jump at the opportunity to shoot someone down? to put them down or make them look stupid or more embareessed. i almost exploded at work today when everyone was just making fun of eachother and just pouncing everytime someone messed up. yes, i notice it more when they are doing it to me and maybe im guilty of doing it also. but it still is kind of ridiculous. our whole generation and society kinda just wants to make itself feel better by putting others down. cant stand it anymore. this is another reason y i wanted to leave the shack yeas ago. we can never say anything sincerely nice anymore. that is apparently too hard or embaressing these days. i just notice it so much with b and work. they just tease too much, always going too far. maybe ther is more bullying in the world thgat i refused to see. though the stupid "no bullying" sign in lhs is not going to cut it. its just built in at this point and part of daily life. im sure the teachers even take part in it.
it was great to see dave and joe tonight. havent seen them in forever. felt bad about double booking tonight but hopefully she isnt too upset. landslide is still the greatest game. always so fun with whoever you play with.
cant wait for some of these ebay auctions to end! got some great stuff lined up for the next week almost and really hoping to snag some great deals to complete my kane/toews jersey collection. i kinda want them to have matching cards. gotta find a kane sweet shot is available. i guess my recent influx in work hours and great checks has free myself alittle on ebay and allowing me to finally cut some real deals and buy something nice for myself this summer. feeels good and i should still have plenty in the bank. good times.
gotta do another schedule soon....need to find everyones last days again.............fuckin A
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