early

so im in bed early tonight. just got bored in the basement and nothing good on tv....maybe ill wonder out again later but idk. its only 1230.....im so lame, so bored. just want to finally leave. want to just get on with it alrready. cant believe she is leaving in a few days and ive hardly been able to c her. miss her alot and im kinda disappointed cuz i thought she would actually want to c me more.....i want the dunes or something at least but i doubt it. shes working until she leaves of course. no surprise there and i have no idea wht she does everyday now................god dammit i still hate this and this will hinder my experiences.........i dont want to b held back. just not a good situation at the moment....fuck you the situation

there has been alot of sweet stuff on ebay as of late. lots of auctions i have been active in but no wins yet. still got the big dog, kane ultimate, ending tomorrow. the kaner cup card sky rocketed, sweet shot too high, and rookie materials a little more than i would like to spend. sux.....no great deals yet, afraid im gonna have to overspend on the kaner ultimate also but im a little more willing since i havnt spent any dough yet on the previous auctions. i want something for my time spent on ebay as of late.....

got lots of shit to do tomorrow since its monday and places r open. one is to get a new deoderant cuz i stink. this new organic crap doesnt do shit. i need axe or oldspice again. faxes, laundry, calling, shopping....all sorts of good stuff. running also cuz i didnt today. legs r actually sore today, could tell i ran more yesterday. speaking of which i need to calculate my mileage....

just did it on google maps...only 2.5 yesterday. most def thought i was closer to 3mi. o well. still gonna do it cuz it was a funnier route and a little differnt. gotta keep working. also gotta keep on the arabic...nneed to review before i leave more. dammit......